So here is an interesting that story that says why this pic shouldn't be here, but it still was made.
So earlier this month when
was sick, she decided to cancel all previous requests, art trades, and collabs, and that was understandable, but there was an Art Trade we were supposed to do, and I won't tell what I wanted from it, you will all find out eventually, but she wanted one of two pics. One was Shona in a cute bunny suit, nothing sexy, and the other was also Easter related.
In reality I was going to do one as the Trade and the other as a gift to surprise
, but since she had to cancel it on her end, I said fuck it and decided to still do both of them in the end.
Here is where the story ends, and I get way too real for everyone:
If you are expecting any requests from me, I am working on them, but it is testing time, and I am just too tired to do everything right now. I am working on stuff, but give me time. I will do it for you. I promise.
, I know I haven't been the easiest person to deal with lately, and I am sorry for that. I feel tired, and no matter what I do I feel like every time I manage to take a few steps forward, everyone takes leaps and I have to work hard just to do what I need to do. I sometimes feel like I don't deserve a friend as amazing and wonderful as you. I feel you are just too good to be my friend. I am sorry for how difficult I can be, and to everyone else as well.
I am not the easiest person to deal with, and I know this more then anyone, but when I get upset, sad, or just off, I am the hardest person on myself then any of you are. I know I am better then I think I am. If I am down, it isn't anything any of you have done, but it is me. I know I can be as good as this person or that person, but because I am not I rip myself a new one, and now I say I don't want to be just like this person or that person. I want to be as good as I can be, not as good as my friends. I am not the best artist, but I am sick and tired of feeling like I am less then everyone else. I am not. I am amazing. My friends like me for who I am, or put up with me as much as they can because I am who I am, and I am grateful for that.
I had to get this off my chest and I know not everyone will read this, but it is out there. Thank you all so much.
Art is by me.